Reoccurring Time Line

December 6th, 2010 is when the addiction road came to a “T”.

And since then the month of December is exceedingly stressful.  A friend once told me that our subconscious remembers certain times, even if we don’t consciously think about them.

I lost it today!  Seriously lost it!  So much so that I had to leave my house, take a LONG walk, and when I came back I got in my car and went to the office because I really don’t want to be around anyone!

We were suppose to set the Christmas tree up tonight.  I have no desire to.

I don’t like the month of December.  As the years pass, I like it less.  And I just realized that it was during this month 4 years ago that brought one of the most stressful moments to my life.

I feel like I’m falling apart.  I can’t handle life the way I use to.  I’m wondering if it’s just because I’m getting older?  Or if my cup is overflowing with everyone’s life I feel I’m responsible for – excluding mine?

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